Now that boyfriend is gone I feel like such a little girl, sitting here mourning the loss of a first boyfriend. Most people go through this in high school and I’m sitting here in my high heels at my desk at work wondering if I’ll ever see him again.

Of course when I was what I consider a little girl, seventeen, I did have a boyfriend of sorts for a short period of time who left me with all sorts of different feels and questiosn – Why does he treat me this why? Why do I care for someone who doesn’t care for me?

Now while I know the experience was positive I only want to know: when will I stop missing you? And how much Target brand Chocolate Peanut Butter ice cream will I have to ingest in the meantime?